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A Meditation to Cultivate Greater Joy Jack Canfield

A Meditation to Cultivate Greater Joy Jack Canfield


With all of anger, strife, and anxiety in the world today, it can be difficult to find the joy in life. There’s so much suffering and conflict, sometimes it might seem like the world has no joy to offer. Or that to allow ourselves to feel joy in a world where there is so much suffering and pain is somehow selfish.

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Written By Stefan Oskar Neff

From Zero To Hero

Why The World Picked Me


End Of Chapter 1


As I moved from one relationship to another with no real meaning, it seemed like I was living a life without any purpose or direction. How was I supposed to find the real reason why I was on this planet? What was my purpose? How could I finally find the truth within my own life?

I found my need for approval started reaching out to other people that I met on a daily basis. I was looking for happiness through someone else.


Written By Stefan Oskar Neff

From Zero To Hero

Why The World Picked Me



When we arrived home, life went back to normal. I felt like nothing was good enough. I constantly looked for the approval of my parents, never thinking that I should be satisfied with the love and approval from myself. I was grasping at straws, trying to get my hands on any glimpse of happiness that came my way. Trying to recreate the feeling I had when we had gone camping, but it was no good. I felt empty and unfulfilled. I didn’t know what to do or how to fix it. I thought that maybe this was just the way life was.

When I was 14 years old my older brother got me to try some pot. I liked it and started drinking at 15. By 18 I had moved out and started using cocaine. I was high for 1 year straight because I had finally found the good feeling that I longed for. But it only lasted as long as I had the cash to keep it going. I tried to keep myself working, feeling good and getting high but it was hard. I gave up and moved back home, because it was a guaranteed job for me.

In my 20s I thought there must be more to life than going from one relationship to another. I was basi- cally sleepwalking through my life at this point. Wan- dering aimlessly, looking for the answer and finding none. Day in and day out, I was yearning to find my truth.

All the fears that I created in my own mind & influenc- es from my parents, came forward into my relation- ships and I was trapped into playing them out time and again. Was this serving my own growth? Absolutely not! Why was this? How do I change it?

Each relationship started out amazing, or so I thought. But the truth was, there was nothing amazing about them except for one or two magic moments here and there (just like my parents). There was a lot of anger around my relationships and that was the true cause of pain in my life. I seemed to be unconsciously seeking out painful situations all the time.



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The airplane was full of disappointment as if I didn’t even exist in this world

I told you yesterday that we were going to visit my sons family 4000 miles away.

It was the day of our flight to hell and back from life’s disputed territory within our thoughts.

We boarded the plane with apprehension and doubt in my mind whether or not I was going to feel uncomfortable in a trapped situation.

As the airplane was taking off, all I could think about was getting free alcohol on board, well this was what I was dreaming of all week before I stepped on board.

I didn’t wait too long before the first words out of my mouth was beer please.

Well the beers didn’t stop coming and coming until they said no more sir you have had enough.

Well I thought if your not going to serve me, I am going to help myself to the liquor, every time I went for a walk I would take one of there small bottles of wine until I couldn’t walk anymore.

I feel asleep just like a man without a purpose just before breakfast was about to be served, but that didn’t matter to me.

I woke up two hours later as the airplane was landing, good I thought ready to see the land of the rising sun again.

A few day’s had past with a joyful feeling in the air everything was going good until money came into the conversation, she asked me how much money did I bring with you.

Well I said with a unsure voice not much why? She said how are you going to pay for food and traveling around with us.

“What are you talking about” “I said” and “I told you already”  I don’t have much money you know that before we came here.

What she forgot or didn’t want to mention to me was she had lots of money in her own bank account in her own country.

Well I exploded with anger and disappointment in my voice.

I said you are a liar and a manipulator towards the real truth about yourself.

I felt trapped in a country with nothing for me to feel in my soul of life that was forbidden to say to nobody that would listen to me, because I didn’t speak there language at all and no one cared what I said anyways because I was an unimportant person to people.

I wanted to escape from this situation and run away from my pains so I did.

So Every night I would leave the house and go to the grocery store to buy beer and get drunk to forget who I’d become in my life, why am I here on this planet?

 Why am I here in this god forsaken country where the sun rises like nobody even knows I exist.

I will be back tomorrow with an exciting moment from this true story of love and hate within our souls to be spoken in a unbelievable tale of what became of our life.

For there was a story that was written from my past within this link.


When Will Our Life Be What I imagine it to be, I try so hard to please her but she doesn’t even know I exist. What do I do about my life, how do I change for her. Is my life filled with pain and suffering forever living in my past life.

I looked at my life day by day in the past, always wondering why isn’t there any goodness in my life. As I said from my previous story I was our sons soccer coach, I was making money for them to just live in the life luxury. They didn’t need to worry about anything, only my anger what was my problem I thought. I was going crazy always thinking that I was doing the wrong thing. I wanted to leave so many times, But when I felt the house in anger I always looked over my shoulder to see if she would call me back to apologize or say come back please, but not once she said to me sorry about being so abusive towards you. I wouldn’t yell or hit her, I would only egnor her with a silent treatment or with a angry look on my face. I first thing was to drink myself where I didn’t even feel anything in my mind. 

I was escaping from myself and all the pains that were bottled up inside me. 

It was time to change my life for the future or else there was no future for myself.