In yesterday’s post I was only in a life of loneliness looking through a window that was closing on my soul. My ex-wife was on her last extension on her visitors visa in my country, so the only way for her and my son were able to stay in my world was for us to get remarried again without love in our soul. Of course she didn’t want to buy any means, but our son was attending school and making friends. I started the process of the paperwork to have a fake marriage put into motion and the Imigration paperwork done, for this wasn’t what I was imagining our life to be just a lie for all to see with transparency of moral imperfections of life without love. My life was becoming nothing more than a nightmare growing and management of money for there life in unhappiness forever more. After the fake marriage was continuing there was times where we started to get closer and closer everyday we had to be together. I started feel a small hope of love sparking within our lives, that gave hope and a peaceful feeling in our sons eyes. A lot of her time was spent on her dam computer for hours on end even into the night she was just typing away and not speaking much except for when she need money for her and our son.