As the story unfolds with thoughts of running away into a dark hole where no one can find me crying. The day after I arrived I started to feel attack from the women that I thought was my wife. This was a forgotten time in my life whereby people wanted me to be something that I wasn’t. I looked upon my baby boy’s eyes with joy in my heart but when I turn around there she was starring right throw me with those angry eyes. These thought brought memories flashbacks throw my body that created a flight to run away from my pains in my head. Run away I was thinking run away I thought, but looking into my sons eyes was holding me back from escaping my reality that was life it self.